This post is one day late, and I am not really sorry for it either. The truth is that I was in a really bad shape yesterday and I knew that it would have an deep effect on my post and I felt that that was wrong.

I am in so much better shape today so the post will come out today. And I think that this post will be about the different moods we have and that it’s okey to have them.

As I was saying in the beginning, I was in a really bad shape yesterday. I found out something the other day that really got into me since it was about my own family, I will not go into what exactly what that thing is, but it hit me pretty hard and I have come to an conclusion that that side of my family don’t see me as a part of it any longer. And I think I would be better off without them, atleast most of them.

And back to my point! Since this thing hit me so hard I was in a I don’t care about anything or anyone state of mind. And as we all know, what we think we do. Some parts of yesterday was okay. Kim Oves uncel and aunt are here (at his parents) on vaycation so we spent some hours over at his parents house and I was okay then, a bit off and tired but okey. After we came home I was a mess. I was laying in bed wrapped in under two blankets with my clothes on and freesing so much that I was nearly on my way to fill our bathtub (I’m deadly afarid of water so I never fill the bathtub to lay in it), but then I finally got warm. And as I was laying there I was watching movies and series and didn’t care about anything.

My point with this is that it’s okey. If you are in a crappy mood one day, then be in a crappy mood but still show up for yourself. If you are sad one day and want to uglycry but you have makeup on, do it anyway, you can always go and fix your makeup after you are finished crying. You don’t have smile every hour of every day. You get to feel sad, angry, hurt, happy, love, joy and every emotion there is. No one is happy 24/7, and we don’t have to be happy 24/7.

Love Emilie