Hello everyone. I hope this friday is good for you. This friday is pretty good to me.

Right now I am sitting at Kim Ove’s parents house writing here and watching videos on youtube. I was never that big a fan of youtube really, I did use youtube now and then, but never regulary. Until I got youtube premium, now I am hooked. And I have opened my eyes for quality clothes and how to dress. I am only 150cm high (4feet 11inches) so I really needed inspo on how to look taller and smaller, and youtube is the place to find inspo!

And that was not what I was originally planning on talking about.

As the headline is suggesting this post will be about the fact that non of us is broken and inneed of fixing. I’m not sure how I am gonna write this, but I guess we will figure it out.

I remember thinking that I must be broken, I had a challengeing childhood, I was in a bad relationship, my weight is like a jojo, and my mental health was so so bad. Of course I felt broken, I still do feel broken sometimes. And I can almost for sure say that all of you have at some point in your life felt like you were broken, or maybe you feel broken now, and think that you need to fix yourself. Well, I want to tell you that you are wrong. You are not broken, you never were broken and you will never be broken! And you don’t need to fix yourself! Stop believing that you need to change and that you have to do it over night! I myself have put down the hammer and picked up the paintbrush. I don’t believe that I am broken and in need of fixing, now I believe that my life is like a canvas that I can paint just the way I want it to be. I may be painting something wrong in the future and other times I may want to stop painting just to admire the picture. But it will never be broken, it will never be in need of fixing. And I must say that my mind and life is so much more peaceful and in harmony.

Don’t get me wrong in this, I have things I want to be better at, and maybe replacing some stuff, and redecorate other things. The diffrense is that I don’t need to fix anything, nothing is broken. I do want to loose weight and I am on the journey, but I don’t think that I am broken for being a little bit overweight and that I need to fix it. I do think that I love food, and for some time I did eat alot of junk food and my hormones was and is out of control and I instead of thinking that I need to fix it. I do however think that I get to be more healthier if I choose a more nutritious lifestyle. I get to paint my life the way I want it to be, with all it’s flaws and “errors” and be more at peace with myself.

Love Emilie