Some days you just want to sit on the couch reading a good book instead of doing any work. I have those days right now!

Lack of Motivation

It has been raining almost every day since we started our vacation and lets be honest. That much rain is draining the motivation and disipline to keep going.

Since I am a bookwoman all the rain means that I want to curl up on the couch and just read until the sun is back!

We have also been out and about since last time I wrote and that has drained me more than I like too admit! Luckily some of the things will be done on Tuesday and I can’t wait!

When I am done writing and posting this I will go downstairs and make myself a cup of Cafè au Lait and read my book and just relax.

Sabotaged my Sabotage

Have you ever sabotaged your own sabotage? I have!

You all know that I have decided to change my relationship with energy drinks and that I will only drink one if someone gives one to me. So my mans parents are known to have energydrinks in their house so they have something to offer me to drink whenever we are visiting them.
Well, we where visiting them last week and then I showed my man my notes on my phone where I have written down every single one I have had sine Tuesday June 16th. And he mentioned it loudly so his partens heard it. And now they have stoped having energy drinks in their house.

I will admit that I was in some way hoping they wouldn’t find out so they would still have energy drinks for me when we come to visit. But I sabotaged that sabotage!

It’s been 16 days since I decided that it was time to change my addiction to energy drinks and since then I have only had 3 and all those where between Tuesday June 16th and Sunday June 21st.

I have now officially been without energy drinks for 10 days!
Today is a day that I would have been drinking two to three 0.5l cans of energy drinks just to feel normal, and I did struggle a bit today. I have been thinking of energy drinks all day long today, and it has been difficult to not buy one. But I didn’t buy one and I am so fucking proud of myself!

I will stay off energy drinks until we travel to Sweeden to Scandinavian Festival of Speed. There I might buy one just to see if I acutally like it, or if it was only an addiction.

Keeping a Secret!

You all know that I have talked about things that I have decided to do that will have a huge impact on my health and make it easier for future me to maintain my health and maybe even improve my health. Well, next week I might be able to tell you what one of those things are!

I am so excited!!

Love
Emilie Cathrin